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Happy Anniversary

11.29.2008 // 2:19 pm

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I hate that I make promises to myself that I don't keep. This morning it all came to a head. Today makes one year since I met TJ. He called me at 5:35 in the morning and wanted to come over. I said now. Now we aren't talking. I don't feel like writing the reason I wouldn't see him. I just know I cried harder than I have in a really long time. Today my life changes forever... for better or worse, I'm not sure. I do know I have so many regrets I can't even recall the last decision I made that wasn't a fuck-up. Happy Anniversary to me.

I'll go back to posting the past updates some other time. i don't know why. None of it matters at this point anyway.

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